Today
I tried, Gawd knows I tried….I really wanted just this “normal” life ….I wanted to get it right…do better…
But you couldn’t leave it….just leave me alone….crack on with your life…just had to crack open Pandora’s box….
The steel is cold, as cold as my soul….as dark as my heart….no more laughing and I have only just started….I tried….I really tried….now I realise it was pointless…so I must embrace my reality….not so funny now?
I forgot how much I enjoy this….I will take my time as I reafirm myself …forever lost to the darkness…these were your choices….how you reminded me of who I really am…..